Why am I sad? Because I shouldn’t be here (according to some people)!
Thursday, July 2, 2026

Content warning: Moderate description of depression and depressive symptoms like burnout and wanting to give up. Moderate description of ableism, fatphobia and sexism.I feel sad. It feels like everyting I... .. read more..

Life update: moving forward with this blog and where I’m at now!
Monday, June 22, 2026

I took a step back from social media and my content creation, as well as from this blog. I felt drained due to a myriad of things, but here are... .. read more..

I needed this break!
Saturday, April 4, 2026

I’ve had a break from blogging and overall showing up online lately. And let me tell you; I really needed this break! I was on the edge of burnout, and... .. read more..

My New Year’s Aims for 2026!
Friday, January 9, 2026

I try not to set New Year’s resolutions; I set aims instead of goals! The reason for that is to be gentler to myself and to pull myself in a... .. read more..

Don’t ever mock a trauma survivor
Wednesday, January 7, 2026

Content warning: brief description of eating disorders, and the mocking of trauma symptoms by close people in your life. I hear what you’re thinking: “How can one possibly mock a survivor... .. read more..

DID and how it feels like for me when others fake it
Wednesday, December 31, 2025

I will never understand how someone wants to fake a disorder. Even we who are diagnosed with DID are not that unique or interesting, it’s just a glorified way of... .. read more..

I was abandoned as a child
Thursday, December 25, 2025

Content warning: moderate descriptions of childhood neglect, social care/care homes, childhood abandonment, mental/psychological abuse. I could relate so much to the well-known TV series character of Tracy Beaker when I... .. read more..

It’s Christmas and I refuse to smile
Thursday, December 25, 2025

Content warning: childhood physical and mental abuse, children’s care home, toxic family dynamics. Even though they think that what’s broken is now repaired, it’s not. You can’t be the predator... .. read more..

Merry Christmas!
Wednesday, December 24, 2025

I just want to jump in here and wish you a Merry Christmas! [Trix.][Christmas ornaments.][Santa Claus, Christmas tree and presents!][White Christmas tree with Buddha in the background!] I’m celebrating with... .. read more..

When your past makes you furious
Friday, December 19, 2025

Content warning: some quite descriptive words about my experiences with domestic violence, rape, gaslighting, childhood sexual abuse, physical abuse, and mental abuse. I try to live in the present moment,... .. read more..