Healing in the Context of the Faith Journey
Monday, September 2, 2019

Over the years, I have come to realize  that healing for my parts and myself, is often very much related to healing in my walk with (the Christian) God. In other words, as my perception of God and His goodness is healed, and the lies I was told about who He is, or what He […] .. read more..

Healing is a process
Sunday, August 4, 2019

Was I Illuminati or Jesuit? Healing is a Process Since I started my blog, I have received several emails asking why there appear to be several differences between the personal history related in my newer articles, and the ones I wrote several years ago (available at this site). This post will exp... .. read more..

Prayer Resource book
Monday, July 29, 2019

Prayer Warrior 2 is a new book just published by CARE, Inc. This book offers a brief discussion of various terms, issues and types of programming seen in survivors of ritual abuse and mind control, with prayers following to address them. I believe it will be a valuable resource for those who help... .. read more..

Why the core or original child may fear healing
Monday, June 10, 2019

While some literature presents the “core”, “original self” or “original child” (I’ll use the term “core” in the rest of this post as being protected from trauma, the reality is that in groups that use mind control, the core will also undergo e... .. read more..

Growing Up International Part Five: Ages ten to twelve
Monday, June 10, 2019

I am writing these autobiographical articles to help others understand how some international occultic societies program their members. The information in the articles is specific to the group I was raised in, but many of the methods described are used by other groups. Trigger Warning: this artic... .. read more..

Chart for Working on Internal Programs
Tuesday, April 23, 2019

Recently a survivor whose work I respect shared with me a chart they developed when working on dismantling their internal programming. With this individual’s permission (they wish to remain anonymous) I am sharing this chart on my blog. It makes a nice way to organize some of the internal work th... .. read more..

Presenter Systems/Host Systems Programming
Monday, April 15, 2019

 Note: this describes some aspects of how presentation programming is done in some groups; this will vary greatly between organizations. It is  meant as an introduction to the topic, and is not  a complete description of all methods used, or all programs installed.  The parts of an individual tha... .. read more..

Processing Mind Control Trauma
Sunday, March 24, 2019

One of the foundations of mind control is unresolved memories of traumatic events. During the programming sessions, in which traumas such as torture occur, false beliefs are introduced which exert a powerful influence over the survivor until the memories are processed. Survivors can resist progra... .. read more..

The Real Agenda Behind the Occult
Sunday, March 24, 2019

As I have healed, my parts inside have shared more and more of the “real picture” of what was going on during my life. Early on, I had recovered some memories which were part of the story, but by no means the whole story of my life.  This is due to the fact that healing […] .. read more..

Mother Programming
Thursday, January 31, 2019

Because occultic and mind control groups manipulate attachment needs, they will allow the infant to bond to a mother figure. This mother figure is nurturing, caring, and may be the only “real mother” love the infant and child has experienced. The goal is to create an association in th... .. read more..

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