Podcast about Alice in Wonderland programming
Thursday, August 8, 2024

I recently did an interview with Emma at the Imagination podcast on “Alice in Wonderland Programming”. I went into more detail here than in my previous podcast. You can hear it at the following link: .. read more..

New Interview, discusses Alice in Wonderland
Friday, June 28, 2024

A few days ago, I did another interview with Dan Duvall. During the interview, I discuss Alice in Wonderland programming and other topics. Here’s the link to the interview: .. read more..

Never Give Up Part 2: The Struggle
Sunday, June 23, 2024

I have just published book 2 of my autobiography, Never Give Up: Part 2 -The Struggle. This book discusses my life from age 13 1/2 until age 43, with discussions of how childhood programming impacted me during my teenage and adult years. I also share my first two attempts to leave the cult, and w... .. read more..

Never Give Up – Chapter 8 Excerpt
Friday, June 21, 2024

This is one section from Chapter 8 in my autobiography, Never Give Up, about sex parties. Trigger warning: mentions sexual abuse of young children I am four years old. My twin sister, Elizabeth, and I are naked, covered only with dark blue velvet cloaks. Around our necks are jeweled collars, and ... .. read more..

Never Give Up -Chapter 3 Excerpt
Sunday, May 19, 2024

I am sharing here some excerpts from my book, Never Give Up. This is the first portion of chapter 3 in the book. Chapter 3: Toddlerhood My birth name is Lucient, but my daily name is Lucia. I am usually called Luce. This is the name of my ‘cult host’, or the part that presents […] .. read more..

Documentary on ritual abuse
Monday, May 6, 2024

There was a documentary done on the 50Voices project (I also participated in this). The link to the documentary, which seems pretty good, is here: https://www.kla.tv/28954 .. read more..

Never Give Up: Chapter 1 (continued)
Friday, April 26, 2024

I will be posting some excerpts from my autobiography, part 1, Never Give Up here. Below is more of Chapter 1. Bonding to the Fathers As an infant, each day was broken up into programming, training, comfort, rest, play times and attachment/bonding time on a strictly regimented schedule in the fac... .. read more..

Never Give Up: Intro and part of chapter 1
Thursday, April 11, 2024

I will be posting some excerpts here from my autobiography, Never Give Up, here. This is the introduction and part of Chapter 1 Introduction I remember being told, when I was a very young child, to say the words, with other children, “Ich bin eine kinder macht zachens gut” (I am a child who does ... .. read more..

New Podcast Interview
Friday, February 23, 2024

I did another interview with Dan Duval on his Discover the Truth youtube channel. If you go to YouTube, you can search for Dan Duval, and “Discover the Truth” and the interview is the most recent. I will also try to post the link here, but last time, there were issues, which is why I ... .. read more..

Autobiography: Never Give Up
Tuesday, February 6, 2024

Today, the Kindle ebook version of my new autobiography, Never Give Up (Part 1), which covers the first 14 years of my life, just went live. I wrote about these formative years, and what it was like growing up in the Jesuit Order as a young child. Trigger warning: please be aware that this discus... .. read more..